Pen

In one's life, 

there will always be that one thing that's never clear. 

Something's that blurry. 

It's like it's very cloudy.

That you'll feel it's something hard to comprehend. 

Something you don't understand, at all.

Don't fret. 

It will get better soon. 

Just have faith.

And in any case,

one day, that one thing still doesn't have its ending..

Relax, 

inhale..

exhale..

grab a pen and write the ending of that story in whatever end you chose to have it. 

:) 

that feeling..

I was going through my notes during my travel to Jordan last December 2015, and I came across this note.

Haha!! 

I was heart-broken at that time.  hehe!  Something depressing happened, and it turned my world really upside down.  I was lost.  Miserable.  

I was fortunate that I had this trip prearranged.  Travelling was my only remedy at that time.  I was even lucky because this trip wasn't just a trip, it was a pilgrimage.  :) 

T'was a blessing in disguise.  I got to contemplate.  I got to pray.  I got to be with my self. 

So going back, the notes that I wrote several months ago still apply.   Yeah!  Moving forward isn't easy.  It's a process. :)  I will get well.  Soon!! And I claim it. :) 

And so the note that made my day today is...  

"BEING ALONE IS A STRUGGLE, BUT THERE'S BEAUTY IN IT."

You have to look on the other side. 

And I thank God for the guidance and wisdom He showed me during my travel.  

Now, I am praying for another travel.  I hope He will be with me again as I go with myself.  :)  

Crazy and Weird Wednesday

I felt crazy and at the same weird today. 

It's even funny.  Haha! 

Three weird things happened to me today: 

First: 

I sent a work request to our AV technician asking him to check the 

TV and the remote control of beds 13 and 21.  

He came and fixed it.
I saw him in the morning. 

Moments later, around past 2 in the afternoon, 

he came back saying that the I send another request with the same complaint.
So he came back to check it.

But I told him, no!
I only sent the request once.
And the second one has comments in it.
I felt like? What? Really?

Second:
A colleague of mine asked me to be her witness in the Pyxis (a machine where meds are kept instead of asking from the pharmacy)
as she will be taking a narcotic.
We did the directions as directed by the device.
But when we were about to return the said meds because according to the machine, we entered the medication twice,
the machine wouldn't allow us to return it.
We called for help, and the pharmacist came.  She checked the system,
and it revealed that we took logged in twice and took two amps (same time.)
But we know that we did only once.

Third:
I got a patient for chemotherapy, the mother knew the full name, but she doesn't know the MRN,
a unique number of a patient.
I checked for the ID band, but there was none.  So I called our patient relation to help me locate the brother who was with the patient a while ago.
We needed to ask for the MRN and a full name just to make sure of the six rights.
After confirmation, I placed a new ID band on the left leg of the patient.
Moments later, something came up with the patient that we had to admit him.
While we were ushering the patient for admission, I noticed another paper wrapped around his right leg.  I checked it, and it's an ID band.
And I was like? What?  It wasn't there before.  O.O


Weird and crazy right?
Imagine, I did them all once, but they ended up being doubled.
Weird.
Am I being played around by someone I don't see?
O.O

Woooo! Creepy!